I was watching Godzilla Against Mechagodzilla (English dub) and was really confused by one of the plot points. After Kiryu's (Mechagodzilla's) first encounter with Godzilla, the scientists lose control over it and it goes on a rampage. Kiryu shoots down one of the fighter planes containing Akanye and a squadmate. The squadmate is injured and Akanye pulls him out of the wreckage, but the squadmate asks Akanye why she saved him. We cut away before hearing Akanye's response.
Later in the mess hall, the squadmate approaches Akanye and angrily asks why she saved him. She stares silently, then other soldiers throw her a hat with the group's logo on it as a show of solidarity. The squadmate angrily says something like "I see you're all on her side…" then skulks away.
I don't get this scene. Why is he so mad that Akanye saved him? Wouldn't this be what any soldier would do? Didn't he want to live? Did I miss something earlier in the film?